RAD by RAD HOURANI
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WISH ME LUCK!
but all I truly want right now is for the one I love to apparate from thin air and tell me he will never leave me and ask for me never to leave him and give me a hug and stroke my hair to sleep.
Its like playing fantasy poker. Never gonna happen.
(via cloudy1985)
(via xgildthelily)
GET OVER IT YOU DUMB BITCH.


Now, I am severely confused, contradicting myself by putting up happy photos, but asking one single question - HOW MANY MORE FUCKING DAYS TIL THIS STOPS?
And yeah, I can’t believe I chopped my hair off, I’m so stupid. I can’t believe that I’m thinking too much, cos my mental capacity can’t handle too much thought. Where is the dislike button on this? Who the fuck would understand whatever crappy explanation I give?
No offence to anyone, but it’s either he cracks first, or I break.
STOP BEING SO FUCKING DUMB ANTHEA STOP BEING SO FUCKING USELESS AND WAKE UP OR WAIT THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY I WANT TO SLEEP AND NEVER WAKE UP IS THIS WHAT BEING IN PURGATORY FEELS LIKE? COS IT’S NEITHER GOOD NOR BAD WHY CAN’T PEOPLE BE SIMPLE WHY CAN’T THINGS BE SIMPLE IF IT WERE THAT SIMPLE I WOULD TRULY LIVE ON LOVE AND FRESH AIR & SLEEP UNDER OVERHEAD BRIDGES I DON’T MIND WHAT IS IT THAT’S STOPPING YOU FROM TALKING WHAT IS IT THAT’S STOPPING ME FROM JUST GIVING IN TO YOU I NEED TO SCREAM. I NEED. TO. KILL. SOMEBODY.